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Mar. 5th, 2010


It's time to say good-bye

So, it has been decided. PC is going to take Porky in to be euthanized on Monday.

It is time, way past time probably. He can hardly make it up the two stairs into the kitchen at this point. He has been a great dog right up till end. He still has the same sweet temperment he always has, but it's really starting to show that he isn't comfortable.

The only thing the I really regret is that we won't be able to bury him in the woods becuase the ground is frozen. We have a nice spot for him out on the edge of the property that PC left open when they laid new tile last fall. Its a pretty spot where he used to like to chase pheasants, so it's all good.

So yeah...this weekend is going to suck a little, but we are going to enjoy our time with him and give him lots of cuddle time. PC is going to take him to Le Seuer so all the kids can say good bye.

PC won't let me go with them to the vet, or let me help bury him. He says he needs to do it himself. That makes me sad, but I get it--Pork has been his best friend for 16 years.

Anyway, I know Pork has alot of fans out there, so I just wanted to let everyone know the sad news.

Sep. 16th, 2009


Kayden Reed

Meet my newest nephew...

Kayden was born yesterday at 7:12 PM

7 lbs 5 oz 19in

Jun. 10th, 2009



Back to feelng lost again

I dont know what the hell to do.

I'm so tired of being taken for granted.

I had a very vivid reminder of what it would take to get his attention this weekend.

Problem is...she is a free agent...she can do that and be honest and not hurt people....she wasn't cheating on anybody...and it wasn't done to get his attention.....

I cannot.

I would simply be a cheating Whore because I have promised to be true to only him...and it would scream desperate ploy for attention and therefore would fail miserably....

I can't live like this...sex is too important to me.

I don't want her to go...and even if I did...it wouldnt matter...not being able to have her wouldn't make him want me again.

I cant make him want me

But is it worth giving up my home, my tribe, my family?

I really just don't know what to do

May. 22nd, 2009



I Freakin Hate this!!!


I hate that two weeks ago is was jogging in spurts arount the lake, and now I can barely hobble around the block!!!

Two weeks ago I was dreaming of running a 5k...

Now i dont think i can do the 3k fun walk next month.....

Why...because i was drinking when my knee decided to go out, so instead of catching myself when it started to slip, I fell and and screwed it up but good.

The Doctor says it will get better....

Every one I know who has ever had a knee injury says it will never be the same,

I keep trying to increase my activity to build it back up....but then it starts to slip again and I'm afraid of injuring it worse.........

This was the first time in my life I had ever REALLY tried to get into decent physical condition.....now I'm afraid that will never happen.

Plus there is the the...need to exercise to lose weight so my knee will get better

need knee to get better so I can exercise to lose weight...


May. 11th, 2009


The Garden is My Altar

My Garden is my Altar
My Garden is my Church
My Garden is my place of Peace where I find my connection my higher powers

My Spade is my Athame
It enters the Chalice of the Earth
With it I plant the seed or the sprout that will become new life

In My garden there is Earth
Beneath my feet, on my hands, under my nails, between by toes

In My Garden there is Air
Cleaned by the green growing things, scented by the flowers, blown by the wind

In My Garden there is Fire
Contained by the pit, the torches, the candles, even in the warmth of the sun

In My Garden there is Water
It runs through the fountain, the waterfall, and clings in droplets to the leaves

In My garden there is Wisdom
The constant reminder that the Earth does not need my help to create life

In My Garden there is Love
For the Earth allows me to work with it to do so.

Apr. 4th, 2009


What Age Do You Act?

You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old
You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

Apr. 1st, 2009


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Mar. 22nd, 2009


What Kind of Boots Are You?

You Are Combat Boots
You are a complete and total rebel. You refuse to do what you're told, and you're quite stubborn.
You really don't care what other people think of you. You are tough and often ruthless.

You are independent, iconoclastic, and countercultural. You resent authority figures.
You are very headstrong. No one is going to pressure you into being someone you're not!

Super awsome Monitor of Doom!!!

All hail the computer god!!!

My friend Nick Rocks!!!!

My computer is running again...twice as fast as when it was brand new. I have more storage than I will EVER know what to do with, and I have a 22 inch flat screen monitor....bigger screen, more room on my desk!

Rock on!!!!!

Mar. 18th, 2009


What's Your Personality Type?

You Are An INFP
The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

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